[ilmns]

HELL LET LOOSE VIETNAM, PLAYER NAME: zentaihentai

STEAM: https://steamcommunity.com/id/ilmns/

I want to sincerely apologize to the entire community for using the N-word. I understand that this word carries a painful history and that hearing it here can make people feel hurt, disrespected, or unwelcome.

I’m mixed-race, and the word has sometimes been part of casual speech in my personal circles, so it can slip out through habit. That explains the context, but it does not excuse my choice of words or erase their impact. I take full responsibility for what I said.

To everyone I hurt or disappointed, I am truly sorry. I humbly ask for your forgiveness, while understanding that it is yours to give and that rebuilding trust takes more than an apology. I will be more careful with my language and show greater respect for everyone in this community.

[K1NG_K4D33]

“I’m mixed-race, and the word has sometimes been part of casual speech in my personal circles, so it can slip out through habit” lets keep the bullshit for yourself, i relooked the first video proof in your file, and its one where you say, ” we need to … you know … fuck niggers” in officervoicechat.

There is 2 options, either you appologies for your behaviour, and i consider and unban, or you minimize what you did, try to come with cheap excuses and i dont consider unbanning you, youre choise

[ilmns]

You are right… My first post made excuses instead of taking responsibility. Bringing up my background and calling it a habit for getting easy way out of what I actually said. I’m sorry for that too. It doesnt matter. I did not follow rules, which I should, that will keep focus on gaming. I made a racist comment in officer voice chat. It was not accident, the statement itself was hateful and unacceptable. Being mixed-race doesn’t excuse it, and neither does how people around me might speak, we are just game’s charachters… I’m sorry to everyone who heard it and to the community. We should not even have diccussion, straight real apology straight away. Instead victimicins myself.

I would appreciate another chance, you have only fucking server with good ping, but I understand that an apology doesn’t entitle me to one. If I’m allowed back, that would be consequences then. Time to grow up and shut the fuck up.

My apologies,

ilmns

[ilmns]

Oh, there’s typo.

“If I’m allowed back, that would be consequences then”

There should be “not”.

“If I’m not allowed back, that would be consequences then”.

Otherwise If you decide unban, I will behave and follow strictly server rules.

ilmns

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